Saturday, September 20, 2014

A Little Piece of Heaven

Several years ago now, FATHER brought our daughter into our lives and it's been an adventure and a testament of the FATHER'S love.

This morning before going to a picnic, my daughter consulted me again about the differences between us.  I tried my best to reassure her that in FATHER'S eyes there is no difference.

And then tonight FATHER blessed our little socks off.  We were watching Animal Planet about lots of animal moms adopting all kinds of other animal babies, even lions nurturing an oryx!! (A kind of deer.)

I hope you enjoy this little video below.

(sorry about the music...)

Friday, September 19, 2014

Into the Abyss

GOD bless my wonderful husband and thank GOD HE is tolerant of me when I screw up so royally!  I hate screwing up but screw up I did.  Anyways, as I was sulking in my bedroom, I begged the LORD to give me some reassurance that I had not totally sunk into the abyss of Loserville.    Shortly after praying, in comes my sweet husband with a bunch of roses and to top it off, got off of work early!  It's weird how GOD gives us what we DON'T deserve sometimes.     

I've heard some say, "Earth is as close as some Christians will ever get to hell.  It's also as close to heaven as some unbelievers will ever get."   To me earthly existence can be a mind juggling paradox that personally, I need a 'vacay' from badly! 

The last couple days have been challenging and the only therapy that I can think of that would help is if the Holy Spirit would let me drive one of these for one afternoon with some praise music blasting (and let me drive as fast as I can get her going!)

It's a 69 Roadrunner with a five on the floor.  I don't know why I've always liked this car.  It seems to say, "I'm outta here!"  It's for freedom that Christ has set us free and there are days I long to be 'outta here!'

Okay, rant over.

Unfortunately someone sent me this video.   It's supposed to be amusing, but it is eye opening and thus sad and yet the only emotion I have for it is GOD HELP US!  As bleak as things get (and will get), the Church can laugh at the days to come, because her hope is in Christ Yahshua, Who is our Life and Light and salvation from every situation.  HE will help us to endure till the end.  If we will remain humble, HE will answer.   The things you are enduring now, may be preparation for a time later.   Pray with me, that I will learn and you will learn and we will get the lessons right (hint: the right answers are found in the fruit of the Holy Spirit--peace, joy, love, patience, long suffering, meekness, temperance, faith, kindness).   Okay, now onto the video.

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Which Jerusalem Are You Looking For?

Sandy and I have been chatting a little and I thought I would share some of the things we've found (-:

(This is a little messy as far as presentation...also thanks to Sandy for the title of the post!)

""In geometry, a dodecahedron (Greek δωδεκάεδρον, from δώδεκα, dōdeka "twelve" + ἕδρα hédra "base", "seat" or "face") is any polyhedron with twelve flat faces, but usually a regular dodecahedron is meant: a Platonic solid. It is composed of 12 regular pentagonal faces, with three meeting at each vertex, and is represented by the Schläfli symbol{5,3}. It has 20 vertices, 30 edges and 160 diagonals. Its dual polyhedron is the icosahedron, with Schläfli symbol {3,5}""

I first learned about dodecahedron's after hearing of this scientists findings.

Cosmic Soccer Ball? Theory Already Takes Sharp Kicks

Published: October 9, 2003
In an unusual logjam of contradictory claims, a revolutionary new model of the universe, as a soccer ball, arrives on astronomers' desks this morning at least slightly deflated.
In a paper being published today in the journal Nature, Dr. Jeffrey Weeks, an independent mathematician in Canton, N.Y., and his colleagues suggest, based on analysis of maps of the Big Bang, that space is a kind of 12-sided hall of mirrors, in which the illusion of infinity is created by looking out and seeing multiple copies of the same stars.""""
(On earth as it IS in heaven would seem to be a mirror of sorts.  Paul tells us we look through a glass dimly in 1 Corinthians 13)

While talking to Sandy, I wondered if a dodecahedron could be formed into a cube.  (Keep in mind that I am a dork when it comes to anything mathematical and going into something like geometry is really 'out there', so I think it is a mathematical miracle, that I even wondered that AND found this!) LOL!!

The dodecahedron can also be represented as a spherical tiling. (from wikipedia)
Uniform tiling 532-t0.png
Orthographic projection

And this video:  Dodecahedron to cube and back again.

Revelation 21
The New Jerusalem
9And there came unto me one of the seven angels which had the seven vials full of the seven last plagues, and talked with me, saying, Come hither, I will shew thee the bride, the Lamb's wife.
10And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and shewed me that great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God, 11Having the glory of God: and her light was like unto a stone most precious, even like a jasper stone, clear as crystal; 12And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the twelve tribes of the children of Israel: 13On the east three gates; on the north three gates; on the south three gates; and on the west three gates. 14And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and in them the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.
15And he that talked with me had a golden reed to measure the city, and the gates thereof, and the wall thereof. 16And the city lieth foursquare, and the length is as large as the breadth: and he measured the city with the reed, twelve thousand furlongs. The length and the breadth and the height of it are equal. 17And he measured the wall thereof, an hundred and forty and four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of the angel. 18And the building of the wall of it was of jasper: and the city was pure gold, like unto clear glass.19And the foundations of the wall of the city were garnished with all manner of precious stones. The first foundation was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald; 20The fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius; the seventh, chrysolite; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth; the twelfth, an amethyst. 21And the twelve gates were twelve pearls; every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass.

I bolded up verse 17 because I found that interesting: there is that 144 again...

Now here are some things Sandy has been studying.

Daniel 5:25King James Version (KJV)
25 And this is the writing that was written, Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin.

I never knew this but that phrase also means a number - 2520.
These words were values of Babylonian coins.

When you add those up you get 2520.

Belshazer, in Daniel 5 died the same night as the words were written on the wall.  It says Darius, the Mede conquered "PHYSICAL" Babylon that night. That was in the year 539BC.

What is fascinating, when you go forward in time 2520 years, starting in 539BC, using the Hebrew Calender of 360 days in a year, you come to 1948!!!
So, I'm asking; what, if anything does this mean? It certainly seems a little TOO COINCIDENTAL!!
Was the "deadly wound" that physical Babylon suffered on the night of Belshazer's party HEALED 2520 years later, and "SPIRITUAL" Babylon resurrected, by Israel becoming a State?

Something else that I think ties into all of this is in Dan. 4. It says Nebuchadnezzar sort of "went crazy", and became like a beast for 7 years. 7 x 360 days = 2520 days.
Not sure how this all ties together, but I'd be willing to bet.....SOMEHOW, it all does!

so I've been doing some digging into this 2520 thing. I'm finding that there's quite a bit that has been written about it. Even some that go forward in time to 1948, so clearly, this all is NOT exclusive to me, I just didn't know about it. Here's a pretty good blog about it. The difference is, most look at it as a GOOD thing, where as I DO NOT!!

(Deirdre)  And if you add up 2+5+2+0=9  the number of judgement.

This star is not what most think it is!

ISIS or ISIL  (Levant--means to rise or raise.)   I think ISrael aims to raise its kingdom using gullible goy (Muslims and others) to do it. 
Consider what Sandy found here: 
""In an op-ed published a few weeks ago in the New York Times, Secretary of State John Kerry outlined the need for what he called a "global coalition" to fight the Islamic State in Iraq and Syria (ISIS), the non-state terrorist organization which has taken over broad swaths of Iraq and Syria.
"[ISIS has] already demonstrated the ability to seize and hold more territory than any other terrorist organization," Kerry explained in the piece. He noted that ISIS already controls territory bordering U.S. allies Jordan, Lebanon, and Turkey, and is "perilously close to Israel."
Yet when President Barack Obama last week enlisted nine allies from across the globe to create a coalition against ISIS, Israel was not included. The president also omitted any mention of Israel in Sunday's interview with Meet the Press, in which he presented his case for taking action against the terrorist group."""

Their lack of participation in fighting against ISIS should be a huge red flag!

Could Genesis two lend us a reason why this area is so important?  10A river watering the garden flowed from Eden; from there it was separated into four headwaters. 11The name of the first is the Pishon; it winds through the entire land of Havilah, where there is gold. 12(The gold of that land is good; aromatic resind and onyx are also there.) 
So not only is gold there, but aromatic resins like myrrh, frankincense and other healing properties. 

I also wondered this:  if the description of the New Jerusalem is liken to twelves (twelve gates, twelve foundations and we see this in a dodecahedron), could the mimicking of HIS kingdom be found in a star?  So I looked up 'star to dodecahedron'.


This kind of star is known as a stellated star.  Stellated from the word castellated meaning, furnished with turetts and battlements.

Just as the dodecahedron can be folded into a cube (and by the way a cube is a three dimensional object--while we see the star of Remphan having its triangular points-3s- it is actually the cube that has the true 3's) and if one 'unfolds' a cube you get this:

So in closing my 'thoughts' are that 'stars' are made out of gases and are birthed by an explosion.   We are told that the elements will be burned up.  We are also told that 'the host of heaven will be rolled up like a scroll' Isaiah 34:4.   We are told that Satan can appear as an angel of light and KING YAHSHUA warned us of great deception, even to test the spirits to see if they be of the LORD! 'And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.' Romans 8:28  FATHER'S markings are all over the universe for it is  declared in Psalm 19
The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.
2Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.
3There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
4Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun,
5Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race.
6His going forth is from the end of the heaven, and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.
7The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul: the testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple.
8The statutes of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart: the commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes.
9The fear of the LORD is clean, enduring for ever: the judgments of the LORD are true and righteous altogether.
10More to be desired are they than gold, yea, than much fine gold: sweeter also than honey and the honeycomb.
11Moreover by them is thy servant warned: and in keeping of them there is great reward.
12Who can understand his errors? cleanse thou me from secret faults.
13Keep back thy servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me: then shall I be upright, and I shall be innocent from the great transgression.
14Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.

Which Jerusalem are you looking for?

Repent now for the kingdom of GOD IS at hand!


Psalm 27:14   Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

Psalm 130:51   I wait for the LORD, my soul doth wait, and in his word do I hope.

Micah 7:7 Therefore I will look unto the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation: my God will hear me.

Habakkuk  2:3    For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.

FATHER please be with YOUR people today.  Please provide for their every need.  Please help them with the deep things of the heart and soul.   Please give them the strength to say, 'Not my will but YOURS be done'.    For those that are in financial need, please open the doors for help.   For those that are enduring sickness and physical issues, please bring healing.  For those that are suffering deep things of the heart and soul, please bring healing and restoration.   For those that have been struggling and feel the slip back into the world, rescue them and draw them back with the fear of the LORD.   For all the weaknesses that we all have, FATHER help!   Thank YOU for being our FATHER and for helping us continually even when we don't recognize it.  Amen.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014


There are different kinds of loneliness.  A few years after my Mom passed away, my Dad and I were talking about the possibilities of his dating someone.  It was hard for him because no one could fill my Mom's shoes.  They could stimulate each other intellectually and Dad had not found/discovered anyone else (male or female) that could match her skills!  (I say male or female, because even in friendship, he had not found a buddy, who could be a friend like his wife was.)

It can be very lonely not being understood.

Some are lonely because they have lost a spouse or can't get one.  Some are lonely because it seems like all around them, just do not understand them.

Some are lonely because of insecurities.

Some suffer loneliness because GOD has separated you for a time.

I think loneliness can be a trap though.  FATHER has said, "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you." Hebrews 13:5

You are not alone if you have the FATHER.  

Remember Elkanah saying to Hannah, "Am I not more to you than ten sons?" 1 Samuel 1:8     Is not FATHER more to you than what you have or who you have?

I get loneliness.  I do.  There have been times I have suffered severe loneliness and have been surrounded by people!  But I also think it is a form of selfishness that can lead to ungratefulness.  

I love the idea of adoption and have personal experience with it.  The orphan has no mother, father.  And everyone's heard, "Mommies baby, Daddy's maybe."   To not have a father is even worse!  

The believer is not an orphan.  No you cry out Abba FATHER! Help!  Hear my cries!   Well, HE is not deaf and HE doesn't turn HIS ear from HIS children.

The kingdom of GOD is of righteousness, peace and joy in the HOLY SPIRIT and with those three, loneliness cannot have its place.  Amen.

And asking FATHER, "What else?"  I heard,  Ephesians 5:2

And walk in love, as Christ also hath loved us, and hath given himself for us an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet smelling savour.

Sunday, September 14, 2014

September 14, 2014

Come December 11, I will have had this blog up for almost three years.

I keep many things in my journal and one night I had been reading over it and noticed that I had copied some comments from folks (from another blog) and was surprised to see that some of you have been blogging or posting comments trying to get the truth out for years and years now!

You will notice that I have again deleted many posts.  I copy them to a personal file for possible later use.  The reason I do this is because I believe these posts are like drops of water in an ocean: they get absorbed by those they are supposed to and they reabsorbed into the greater pool of water.  They are/were for such a time.  I must decrease and HE must increase.  HIS words are always preeminent!

Let me say this too:  Freely I have received and freely I give to you. My greatest prayer for HIS people and those who will be HIS, is that none will be lost in the flood of lies that is now increasing with incredible power.  It really does break my heart to hear so many lifting up false teachers and preachers.

Over the last few years there have been a few very important posts that I know FATHER wanted HIS children to see.  The following was (as of this date) one of the most powerful visions I have had.  I am re-posting it today, because I do believe time is very short now and we must make the most of every opportunity.  We must stay very focused on the LORD and listen to HIS HOLY SPIRIT.  I pray FATHER YAHWEY bless you in every way!

June 22, 2012

I got up early 5:30 to get Gordon from work.  Went back to bed and had this dream. 

I saw a vast valley, darkish, desolate, looming.  In it stood a woman wearing some kind of roman-looking dress.  She was brazen: overly made up and had a prideful angry look on her face.  A man stood in front of her. (He looked like one of those actors from the old movies about Moses or Elijah.)  He was angry with her.  Again, no words were spoken.  All at once he ripped her garment from the top down, exposing her breasts.  She didn't move and her expression didn't change.  I on the other hand felt shame, embarrassment.  (not so much that I saw her breasts, but that she didn't change her facial expression to shock or anything).  End of dream.

When I woke up, I sensed that this was America.  The man seemed to be a prophet.  He was older (fatherly looking with a full beard).  This woman wasn't 'young', maybe 30s, 40s.  Her makeup was ridiculously packed on and seemed to have a bluish hew to it. (dont know that that means...)  Her hair was kindof up in a clump (in older days, if a womans hair was up, it showed that she was "not" grieving, as in Perpetua in the arena; her hair kept falling down, but she put it up to show the crowds that she was not grieving her death-she was a Christian).

When I first had this dream, I wrote it down in my journal and then sensed I needed to mail it out to everyone I knew.  I later posted it to the blog and shared it with other bloggers.

I still think the dream is speaking of America because she was supposed to be a symbol of Christianity, but greater I think the dream is speaking of the false church and it is everywhere.

I asked the LORD how to end this post and I am amazed and extremely thankful for HIS HOLY SPIRIT.  HE is perfection amen!

Isaiah 9:7
Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the LORD of hosts will perform this.

Saturday, September 13, 2014

What Time Is It?

The image above shows 1:00.
In Esther 4:14 Mordecai tells Esther that she perhaps came into her royal position for such a time as this.

Throughout history FATHER has had timepieces in place to give people warning about what time it is.   One of the most notable timepieces was John the Baptist.   Coming in the spirit of Elijah, he announced the coming of the Savior.

As I have prayed about this occurrence of the number 13 and understanding that it symbolizes rebellion, I have also come to believe that it is a sign of time.  

It is (in military time) 13:00 hour or 1:00, or the 13th hour.   There are 24 hours in a day and this is the countdown (or the forward into) to the last 12 hours.   

The first part of a day starts at 12 midnight, going into the morning and then afternoon (12pm).  Then starts the decline of the day from afternoon to evening.    

In Revelation 21 we read:
17And he measured the wall thereof, an hundred and forty and four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of the angel.

Then cross reference that to Revelation 13:18
Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.

It's neat to see that Revelation 13 is about the Beast and then ends with verse 18 speaking of the number 666, when 18 is three 6s.

The 18th hour military time is 6:00 or 6pm/evening.

The Bible speaks a lot of 3rds.   From 13:00-18:00 that is 6 hours and 18:00 to 24:00 (midnight) is another 6 hours.  Time is divided by 4ths or quarters with 3 hour segments.  

Daniel 7:25  And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time.

Okay, I am not smart at all when it comes to numbers and math but I do think about these things.  How will the enemy change times and laws?  Is is possible we should understand time as something other than just 'time' as in hours?

King Yahshua was born during the Feast of Tabernacles which would be around September or October.  'GOD dwells with man.'  Instead of 'celebrating' HIS birth 'time' around this time, billions of Christians insist on doing it at the time of Saturnalia. (Is this a bit of evidence of 'changing times and laws'?)

Please go to this blogger and read his post iWorship.  I am going to include some of his work below.

"Last night, the cult of Jobs had their long-awaited “revealing” of their new iPhone 6, along with their spiffy new iWatches and iPay system. For me, watching the new CEO take the stage and try to do his predecessor justice in his performance of the “reveal” was like sitting in on some religious ritual to which I have no personal empathy towards, an outsider marveling at both the ritual itself, and how the media busily dissects the unraveling story of how the Church of Jobs is adapting to it’s new high priest.
You see, the “reveal” is really the pinnacle of religious experience for the devout iWorshipper. It is the moment where years of anticipation and leaked reports and teasers finally culminate in the rapturous unveiling of the latest piece of iDolatry, which the iWorshippers wholly believe will instantly change their individual lives, and society at large, for the absolute better."
Back in this post:    I wrote about energy.    If you have time, give it a quick skim down to the parts of energy and testimonies and then look at this, also from
These two touching fingers reminds me of this picture:  And Bono (the band leader) states, "We are the blood in your machines!"   Really?  Yes really.
There are plenty of t.v. shows and movies that 'educate' about becoming one with the internet and the more people are plugged in, the more they will become attached and functional with the new age.  Glenn Beck even said so at Liberty University (in a nut shell) that the tower of Babel was almost complete.  See this for more:
FATHER YAHWEY has given us an extremely special gift and it's the Holy Spirit!  The Holy Spirit teaches us ALL things according to John 14 and 1 John 2.
While the satanists use their occult ways to deliver and speak and run the world, it is obviously off.  The LORD can certainly use these things to speak to people and hopefully wake them up, but it is imperative that the believer learn the language of their FATHER.
I've posed the question before and I'll do it again:  How is the church going to function in these last days?  I am talking about tangible, every day living.  How are you going to 'come out of her' and function?  Well for one, you are going to have to be 'wise as a serpent and gentle as a dove.'    For two, you are going to have to find a way to quiet yourself and really listen for the LORD.  And three, you are going to have to be flexible, pliable and understand that whatever paradigms are in place in the world, you are not of  them and they have no power over you unless the LORD allows it and HE can us it/them to your benefit.
I wish I had more to offer, but my thoughts are that FATHER is going to move me into a more grass roots position.
Addendum 9/14/14
Just checking the blog this morning and saw this:  You cannot make this up!  Below is the stats graph that shows how many page views there were today.  (Now granted that will change later today, but this is the first thing I saw.)  To me this is more confirmation to what was written..

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